Ughhhhh--Jobless and perhaps mindless

I only have six more days left of employment and then I will be JOBLESS! It's scary!

I'm moving in little over a week and I haven't really broad-casted the news because every time I tell someone they are like "omg you dont have a job?! NYC is expensive!" I feel like replying "OH really?! I had no idea!" or "YES I am petrified of not having a job and your panic is only making me feel worse... so BACK OFF!" haha Okay really that only happens when I've told family and family friends but still... I get it! I promise you I GET IT!

So PANIC MODE: ON

Luckily I'm heading down to the city tomorrow and bringing a load of stuff down, chillin with my new roomie and then I have an interview and coffee meeting on friday.

Hopefully I get a job ASAP--- Wish me luck :)

What if???

Okay... so technically I'm not your typical "country hick" I've never been 4-wheeling with friends, cow tipping, or worn Carhartt but I grew up across the street from horses and down the street from a few farms. So although I've never really participated in rural town activities I was surely born and raised in the heart of one.

I hail from upstate New York about 30 minutes outside of Albany. Albany or SMALLbany as my friends and I call it is a great city but its just too damn small!!! I graduated last May from college and have started to think about life and and what I'm going to do with mine.

Ever since I was a young girl I have always dreamed of living in NYC. Yea, yea like most everyone thinks at some point in their life. And then I got thinking what if i moved? What if i didn't, would I regret it? Life is too short to live with an "What if"... So in two short weeks I will be a resident of Manhattan.