How can you begin to get over someone when they are in every memory you have of the past three years? I know there is the standard..."in order to get over him you need to get under someone else." I agree that helps... but i'm not sure if it's entirely true. I have officially been in New York for a month (yayyy!) but there hasn't been one day where I have gone w/o thinking about my ex. Random things bring him to my mind on a daily basis. He put together the lamp in my room, moved my things to nyc, is in all of my pictures...etc. They say time heals all wounds and I definitely believe that is true. As the days go by I have been becoming more at peace with the situation, though there is still this urge in the back of my mind to call him. Now I haven't spoken to him in nearly 4 weeks... will i ever be able to call him again? Do we continue this no talking charade so it makes it easier for us to move on with our lives? Or do I call and find out whats going on in his life? Quite frankly I am scared to hear about what is going on in his life. I don't want to hear about him going on dates, going out and meeting girls. It would just break my heart. At the same time... I have been going on dates, going out, and meeting guys quite a bit.
He was my best friend, lover, and side kick for three years... how do you bounce back from that?
Sorry about my lack of writing and extreme tangents... I just need some guidance!!!
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