Bad, bad girl!

So its about time for a confession...

About a month ago I went out with some of my new restaurant friends... got drunk with them... and ended up waking up with one of them in morning! Ughhh! I was so mad at myself! The very thought of it made me shutter. He's in his freaking 30's for freaking sake!!! Of course this just happened to be a day after I had two wonderful dates with Mr.London. On one hand I feel a little bad... but really I don't. Mr. London and I are not exclusive and these kind of things happen when your single. Especially when your newly single and still excited about it. Of course this little "opps" if you will has now happened more than once...twice....and.... I talk to him nearly everyday. Its nothing serious... and nor do I want it to be. It's just a nice little distraction for a single gal. Besides hes very interesting and someone I would be a lot more interested in if he was ten years younger and a bit taller. I know age shouldn't be such a big deal... but for me it is. Also the fact that we work together. Ev

en though I don't see him all that often, it's really just a no-no. So now we are playing the hiding game and not telling anyone of our secret. It's weird and to me feels shady. I just think it would be alot easier to date someone else... like Mr. London!

Its weird... Mr. London and Cody (my coworker "friend") are complete opposites. They both intrigue me in different ways. Mr. London is classy, funny, generally a nice guy and such a gentleman. Cody is different, interesting, liberal, and we have a lot in common. Cody is very upfront with his feelings toward me and Mr. London is more reserved.

I'd say whats a girls to do... but if it ain't broke don't fix it! I'm gonna have my cake and EAT IT TOO!!! Finally!